There you go again..

I grow up living with people with "do-this-because-i-said-so" attitude. Without further explanations given why you have to do so, or if you'll ask you'll never get a good answer. They even scare you to death just to do what is being told. If you won't obey, be ready to get your ass whipped. They dragged me in places where I don't wanna go.. zip it coz they don't wanna hear your reasons, if u insist they'll eat you raw!

Maybe that's why I grow up a rebel.

Now that I have this little male version of me, I always do my best to protect him from them.. cuddling his innocent mind.. Now that we're still under their haven, I'm struggling on keeping the sanity, mending my almost broken spirit, controlling myself not to be like one of their kind.

All I wish to have us intact for another 5 months in this hell.